For any of you that do regularly read my blog, you may have noticed I'm not posting as much as of late. I have been debating stopping the blog. Not too many read it. It doesn't seem to have much of a purpose or much depth or any direction it is going in. I have been in a creative shlump (not sure if I just made that up or not) with my ways of writing, as well as my photography. This is all partly because I am just terribly, yet wonderfully busy with everyday life. People ask me if I work, do I have a job, what do I do all day... those gosh awful questions, that to me, are like nails on a blackboard. I don't have children yet, but owning a home and taking care of it and my husband is a truly full time job if done right, with all your heart. I can tell you (and so could my husband) that I don't always do a fantastic job, but I do always do my best. Hopefully my best will get better soon. wink But being that I am real busy, I don't have pictures of anything of much interest, or stories to go along with it. And at the end of the day, when I do my computer work, blogging, e-mail writing, I'm not feeling very deep in thought.
So, the purpose of this post is to just say, I'm thinking about taking a little vacation (I wish a real one!), or going on hiatus or.... even just shutting down. Like I said, I am still thinking about it. I have been for a while, but I just don't know what to do. I do love to blog, write, take pictures, etc, but I'm just not sure this is turning out to be what I had hoped for.
I'm not shutting down, or even going away yet... I have a few posts in the works that just have to get some photos added to it and put on here. Hopefully I'll have some time and creative thoughts to put it all together well, and then it is after that that maybe my decision will be made.
It's nearly 10pm here and I still have a lot to do. One load of laundry at my feet, the other a few minutes away from letting me know it's ready. Then dishes have to be washed from our night time snack and to bed I head.... which, these days, I am truly not sure why I even go to bed. I don't sleep, so I could get a lot done instead of laying there. I'm incredibly exhausted from going, going, going all day long and then not sleeping. Some days I wonder when it is going to crack and I am actually going to get some real good sleep. Wishful thinking!